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1. the act or process of transforming.
2. the state of being transformed.
3. change in form, appearance, nature, or character.

It is odd. The choice. The Transformation.

The Battle of will and flesh. The Surrender. These words are so odd to me.

What do they mean. These statements. Are they part of who God is. Who God moves me to be? What of the Fruits of the Spirit? Those things are there because I have surrenedered my HEART over to the Spirit in those areas in my life. THE HEART things.

Galations 5 : 22-23 NIV

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

Galations 5 The message

 22-23But what happens when we live God’s way? He brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard—things like affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. We develop a willingness to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way in life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely.

more… from galations 5

16-18My counsel is this: Live freely, animated and motivated by God’s Spirit. Then you won’t feed the compulsions of selfishness. For there is a root of sinful self-interest in us that is at odds with a free spirit, just as the free spirit is incompatible with selfishness. These two ways of life are antithetical, so that you cannot live at times one way and at times another way according to how you feel on any given day. Why don’t you choose to be led by the Spirit and so escape the erratic compulsions of a law-dominated existence?

>>>oh that sounds so simple… I wonder HOW YOU CHOOSE this? How in the midst of life… is this a constant thought process? What does this look like? How do I know if I live this way… I mean, I’m not perfect. So I don’t have all the fruits of the spirit all the time…

~~~I guess it is like the Love chapter   It feels hard to live up to… but yet again… it isn’t ME who does it… It is God through me?! and that would mean I would have to believe that God lives in me…

1 Corinthians 13

The Way of Love

1 If I speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy but don’t love, I’m nothing but the creaking of a rusty gate. 2If I speak God’s Word with power, revealing all his mysteries and making everything plain as day, and if I have faith that says to a mountain, “Jump,” and it jumps, but I don’t love, I’m nothing. 3-7If I give everything I own to the poor and even go to the stake to be burned as a martyr, but I don’t love, I’ve gotten nowhere. So, no matter what I say, what I believe, and what I do, I’m bankrupt without love.

Love never gives up.
Love cares more for others than for self.
Love doesn’t want what it doesn’t have.
Love doesn’t strut,
Doesn’t have a swelled head,
Doesn’t force itself on others,
Isn’t always “me first,”
Doesn’t fly off the handle,
Doesn’t keep score of the sins of others,
Doesn’t revel when others grovel,
Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth,
Puts up with anything,
Trusts God always,
Always looks for the best,
Never looks back,
But keeps going to the end. 8-10Love never dies. Inspired speech will be over some day; praying in tongues will end; understanding will reach its limit. We know only a portion of the truth, and what we say about God is always incomplete. But when the Complete arrives, our incompletes will be canceled.

11When I was an infant at my mother’s breast, I gurgled and cooed like any infant. When I grew up, I left those infant ways for good.

12We don’t yet see things clearly. We’re squinting in a fog, peering through a mist. But it won’t be long before the weather clears and the sun shines bright! We’ll see it all then, see it all as clearly as God sees us, knowing him directly just as he knows us!

13But for right now, until that completeness, we have three things to do to lead us toward that consummation: Trust steadily in God, hope unswervingly, love extravagantly. And the best of the three is love.

sigh….

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i just don’t get it…

how come*I* feel guilty when I get to do something and DH is jealous… it makes NO SENSE… I must be accepting his own feelings up on myself…

but i guess i don’t know how NOT to do this!

does it affect me because i love him and care about what he wants… or because of co d …. inbalance.